Sem Break Ending....

Sem break going to end soon..
Next week need to back to study..
starting the previous busy life again but not for the first 2 weeks...

this weekend might head up to langkawi for a tour..
but that might change due to some reason..maybe end up staying at home only..
but still i'll only back to kampar on 3rd June..

Nothing much actually happened in this few weeks...
some argument with friends..but finally settle lor..
hopefully there wont be second time for us..
and i apologize for it..may everything being well for her soon...

525..a good number to remember..a nice number for me..
Should have done the things on that day...
but i got no idea for that..no courage to do it..
so ended up no effort no outcome..
and that's all..
i still the same things..no more no less..
so do her..she still she..nothing to link with me..
maybe it will never be..Never be...

Boring sem break..

What a boring sem break for me this few times...
suddenly feel that the busy life when study is much more better than the free time-passing life now..
11 till now..a weeks gone..
what have i done??nothing..
any improvement??nope..
have i tell her???no also..

but i did one thing...I miss her every minutes of the day..
yes..its true..I miss her so much..
But what can i do even though i miss her??
its none..nothing i can do..
and i wont take any action to prove so..
that's jimmy LKY..proved to be useless in this kind of shit..
yes..proved as u see now...
and so on..u wont see anything from me..
i dun dare to do i dun dare to tell...
i have no guts for that....

I shall keep it in heart..
and live on in this situation...
just live on.........

I'm so mad of it...I'm so disappointed...

Maybe i should not back to home today...
its not that good for me..

I was so mad for what happen today...
and so disappointed of it...
wtf...i din even do wrong..
yet u all blame me and scold me..
the whole day long i never heard any words that you all spoke softly to me...

I'm already 23..going to be 24..
Yet you all still think me as a 3 yrs old kid to do that kind of nonsense..
you all scold me for nothing..
and yet still blaming for that kind of shit..
wtf..i did nothing wrong...why i'm the one who get blamed..

fine then..keep blaming and scolding as you all want..
I wont either care of anything you all say..
and i wont care for anything of you all business..
do whatever you all want..think whatever you all want to think..
don't fuck everything up and then blaming me for not caring..
its none of my business.....

I shall leave to kl by tomorrow..
i don't want to stay at here....
I feel like no home..
no warm..no care....

The end for my final..

after the so long 12 days awaited..the exam is finally end..
7 subs in 12 days..should be 5 days i think...
its quite tired for the whole period there...
study and study and study...
that all what i do that time..
but yet before the last test i break the norms..
me and my housemate went for game after the law sub..
Haha..And special thanks for my account specialist housemate..
she managed to teach me everything in 2 days time..
many many thanks..
Hmm..that's quite a lot of things happened during that time..
like i make people mad..i make the fun of people sadness..and many many more..
I fell very sorry to them..i really din mean it..maybe is my way of present is not that good..

Just back to hometown today..
enjoying the 3 weeks break..
but dunno wanna do what..
gotta stay in kl with my bro for few days later..
hometown is just sound too boring for me...
and yet i wanna do some mod on my car..
but wan mod what???got no idea...

come to other..
my friend keep asking me when to tell..
when each time i online he sure will ask..
OMG..I really no idea of it..
sound like he really interesting on the outcome..
he more "geng jiong" than me..
hmm..but he asking a good question which i got no answer for it..
maybe its still not time yet..
maybe i should not tell too..
maybe........
we'll wait and see...