Tears In The Broken Heart..Never End...

The eyes keep blinking till 6 something..and now i have awake due to some stupid sms..
I shall complaint this to DIGI soon..
A night has been passed..How could i ever fall asleep last night?
A night which i have leave someone out from my heart..
And it ended up with a broken heart and followed by tears..
Tears from the broken heart..
No one could ever know..no one could ever see..
Should i blame anyone in this case??
If yes, who should i blame for?
Her??Me myself??
Whoever i blame is not gonna make any different..
I shall ended it up fast..As in this case, no one is right no one is wrong..
If there is a wrong, maybe that is because distance again..
And yet it spoil me up again...

And thanks to all my friends who care and share with me..
I'm really appreciated it..
Especially that young QT lady who stand for an hour chatting with me..
Thanks a lot ya..I just wonder her legs got to be pain and cramp after that long stand..
i hope she wont..If not i going to owe her once again..

As days passed by, I wonder how could i survive..
A minute is always that long to pass..
I wish i could have a time booster now...
Or some medicine or drugs who can blank off my memory...
(Wonder if there is a real Doraemon in this world)

I just wished that I could fall asleep again after this..
And never wake up for a long long time..
Dont want to think of these bad moments..

Tears drop in the Heart
Once dropped it broken like a falling glass
Once broken it hard to recover..
Its really really HARD....