What will be will be...

Blogged once in a week..quite less isn't it??
but what to do..I'm kinda off from it these days..
Anyway back to business here..
get the result of my midterm..one word..TERRIBLE!!!!!
really out of what have i expected..
Gotta work hard for it..Twice or thrice harder..

I think my pm in msn do make a lot of people thinking of it..
being asked a lot of question for that..who's the gal??
Haha..some get it right..some didn't..
So for those who know it congratulation to you all..
and remember 3m 2k 1p..guess you all know what i mean..Hehe..
for those who still don't know then you have to keep trying lor.
I bet you will know it..if can't then one day I will tell but of course not now..
its still not the time yet..

By the way, do I like her?haha..Is a quite normal question..
but when it was asked seriously then i shall think properly of it..
I guess I am for the answer of the question..I'm not that sure of my feel now..and hers too..
Am i ready for it?Do her ready too?Guess only god will know it..
So just let the god decide for me..
What will be will be........

Jimmy

Can I??Shall I??

Its been a week since my last blog..
quite a long time ya..
a lot of things been happened..
My car, my life and the gal..

Since done all my presentation and test, i now lookin forward for the final exam..
A month left..7 subjects..Can i take all in that time??I'll try my best for that..
Get my car back last week..the condition is good..juz some part is not that satisfied..
Maybe need to do it again..haiz..another period of time without my ride again..
sienzzzzz.....

Been waiting for my friend's charity program..
We put a lot of effort on it..hopefully can come out with some nice programs..
If not it will be a waste..a costly waste...

With time getting passed by everyday, Shall i take a call on it?
Or perhaps I shall let it be as it is now?
Dont know what to do, Dont know when to do..
I wish to love but what can i do to make her love on me??

LOVE means a lot to everyone..
Life will be much more beautiful when you are around..
Nothing in this world are meaningless because you proved everything are meaningful to me..
So shall I??

I'm back

Quite a long time I din get my hand back to this blog..
I'm not busy actually..Just I suddenly dont have the mood to blog this few days..
Haha..now i'm back..

Just finish the last 2 midterm test on saturday..and also a presentation on today..
and now i just got one to go only..but the 2 test i not done it very well..
guess will get a very low marks..hopefully i can pass my coursework..
and the presentation today..its damn damn bad for me..
I didnt even know how many slide i going to present..
dont know what i'm going to present..
and that why my presentation like hell..
hope it not affected my other members marks for it..
i'm really really sorry for that..

This week going back to hometown..and maybe will drive my car back here..
Its been a month..A month after that incident..I never drive my car before..
Dont know how it feel when i drive on it..
i wonder going back hometown on thursday or friday..
Too bad for this few weeks i need my friends to fecth me here and there..
Really appreciate all u guys help..Thz a lot friends..
But i still need u guys help again this time..Hehe..

After the presentation tomorrow, I shall be rest for few days then..
Then i shall prepare for my final exam..Need to work very hard on this..
As i take 7 sub this sem..I need to put extra effort on it..
Hopefully can go all the way i want..

Thurs or Fri???
need to think again....

Empty life..

Suddenly in this few days i feel myself meant nothing..
Dont know what the mean to stay in this world..
Feel so hard to live..Feel like nothing going on my way..
I kinda hate this kind of life..But i hav to carry on..

Thanks god that grandpa had been gone well..
He now back in home..I hope he can be better soon..
Going to have 2 test this saturday..None of it is my favor..
and I din like study but again i have to carry on with it..
And that why i went to campus and doing nothing in the class..
Just to fulfill my attendance in order not to get barred for the final exam..
And that why my friend laugh me for so long time no see me in class..
I been to campus for once in the last 7 days..my mood was damn bad for study..
I have no idea of why must i going to class..Attendance??Or i reli have to study??
Haiz.....

Hope my life can be better soon..I dont want to live like this..
My life gonna be meaningful all the time..Even a single seconds..
Perhaps I shall find something to fulfill my life..
What should it be??

Nothing shall be meaningless for me..
As i will turn everything be meaningful to me..

I'm back...

Coming back kampar this morning..
Miss my home, my parents..
Tired coz never sleep at all the whole night..
Do killing with my classmate..

Once I reach home, my mum ask me to visit my grandpa with her..
Its been quite a long time i never visit him..2 weeks consider long ma???
As I saw him just now, he is really very weak..He been fall sick for the past few days..And I dont know anything bout it..What a "GOOD" grandson I am..
I'm so sorry grandpa..I have never called you for so long time.. And I didnt even know that you are sick..I'm sorry grandpa..I promise I'll call you more often from now on..I'll pray for you all the time..May you be well soon..very soon..

And to all my friends who still rushing their assignment I wish all of you can finish it on time..As I heard mostly all of you been awake for the whole night to rush on it..Take good care of yourself as the way was still long for all of us..

I shall rest more on this few days..Beside waiting to get my car back..Its been a month since that happen..Haiz..Life is hard without legs..
And one more things..I shall think out a way to get the photo from her..HEHE..
I shall get it soon..

End of tired and stress days...

Finally its all end..
All the midterm test is done.. The last test, Business Accounting 2 ended up at 12noon.. Now just leave the assignment to be completed.. Anywhere its not a problem now as it almost done.. Waiting to print out and recheck all the work.. And then submission..

Those busy life has gone.. But what will come next? Lonely again? Its kinda awful when think of this. I dont know what shall I do. Just forget everything, throw away everything and leave myself alone? Honestly I still miss her.. I still feel like want her to back with me. Just cant stop missing her.

Maybe I shall forget everything. As my friend said, passed by will never come backward. No matter what you do, the outcome is still same. So why didnt just let go everything and start from the beginning again? Maybe she right, I shall listen to her..

What i need now is time. Time time time....