Empty life..

Suddenly in this few days i feel myself meant nothing..
Dont know what the mean to stay in this world..
Feel so hard to live..Feel like nothing going on my way..
I kinda hate this kind of life..But i hav to carry on..

Thanks god that grandpa had been gone well..
He now back in home..I hope he can be better soon..
Going to have 2 test this saturday..None of it is my favor..
and I din like study but again i have to carry on with it..
And that why i went to campus and doing nothing in the class..
Just to fulfill my attendance in order not to get barred for the final exam..
And that why my friend laugh me for so long time no see me in class..
I been to campus for once in the last 7 days..my mood was damn bad for study..
I have no idea of why must i going to class..Attendance??Or i reli have to study??
Haiz.....

Hope my life can be better soon..I dont want to live like this..
My life gonna be meaningful all the time..Even a single seconds..
Perhaps I shall find something to fulfill my life..
What should it be??

Nothing shall be meaningless for me..
As i will turn everything be meaningful to me..