The last post..Miss her..

Its been quite a few days when i last met her..
Few days passed..Cant stop thinking of her..
Feel like wanna see her so much..
Shall wait till for the end of the month..
Juz a few days more to see her again..

Final is very near..10 days left..7 subs..
Shud be able to do it..
Start study now may do..
but after this not..
Hopefully can do well in this exam..

Will stop blogging from today till the end of my exam..
To keep full concentrate on my study..
So this is my last post..
All the best to Jimmy..

An apology to an unforgiven mistake..

What the hell am i doing?
How come it getting out of the way i wanted?
OMG!!!I spoilt everything..
too bad for this..

I'm really sorry for the things that i told u last night..
i not meant it really..
after i keep repeating to see your msg i found out something..
I now understand why u so disappointing and sad with the things i done..
I shouldn't have talk these nonsense which have affected you so much..

Indeed, I never meant to make u sad and disappoint..
all i wanted is to give you the best things..
I want all the best things to be with you..
As u say, I might not know what i wanted actually..
but I did..I really know what i want..
its just the timing..Its wasn't the time yet..

Anyway, I did make a big mistake..
I sincerely apologize for it..
It may be unforgiven..But please do live happily and work hard for the final..
May all the best things go to you..

Mixed up??

Watched FF4 last night..The movie is totally awesome..
one hand on the steering while speedin over 120mph in the city..
awesome..
racing inside the tunnel..and shiftin to other cars while the cars is in high speed..
this was crazy..
anyway its a damm nice movie..
should have watch it earlier...
waitin for the next to come..transformer revenge...
a nice movie though..i think...

I got mixed up my thinking again..
To be fair and square in life is it that damm hard?
Why suddenly it came?No sign of it..
OMG..what shall i do then??
Take it or leave it?

She call me up last night..Talk about the time we passed together..
Turn me into some sweet memories we had together..
She wanted to come back to me..A suprise..A real big big suprise for me..
What i gonna do now??Why it come on this time?How bout her??
To be honest, i have fall to this gal..its just not the time to tell everything yet..
But now here come the case..this gonna be so sick..
Suffer and suffer all the time..
Mixed up everything..and i gonna start from the beginning..
think of it all over again..Turn in and out..
I need time..I need to be alone..
I wont be showin up some days from now..

Nice...

Life is short

Break the rules

forgive quickly

kiss passionately,

love truly laugh constantly

And never stop smiling

no matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected to be but

as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful

a great nice words..

Another big suprise

Get another big things again last night..

Juz cant guess that they will make it for me..shud to say us..coz its joint..haha..

another party by my coursemate..BBAT07..

eventually we havin a gathering session at a mamak stall..

juz dunno who and when they go to buy a cake for me and lynne..

juz in a sudden the cake come out and they sing the birthday song..

haha..reli suprise...first time havin a birthday song and a cake at mamak stall..

the cake..

thz so much for it guys and gals...

reli appreciate it..

the moment will stay forever in my heart..

thz a lot my friends.....

thz for the suprise..

It was totally a big suprise for me..

its wonderful..thz for those who celebrate a late birthday with me..

and thz for all the wishes i received on my birthday..

It was a late 1130pm..which i shall ended a movie in 10 more minutes and went for my bed..

then my housemate came back and chat with me for a while..

all in a sudden the room turn dark..tot of black out or somethings else..

suddenly feel some brightness at the back..the candle light..

suprisingly is my birthday cake..

haha..went on to sing the birthday song..made 3 wishes..

sound greedy..hehe..

thz guys and gals for everything..

i appreciate it so much..

u all are the best in my life..

Lying...Can it make something perfect??

Since a while my mind been pass through this question..
Can lying make things perfect?Lie..Why shall we tell lie?
Is it possible to do so?Is it reli can make things perfect?
Do comment me for this..
I shall make out a piece of work bout it later..

Din go to tutorial again this morning..
I've been absent for so many times..
Sorry to my tutor, sorry to my friends and also my parents..
Just hav had something wrong inside me last night..
Shud to cancel all the supper..But i like them so much..
Haiz..

Going to meet a fren named JIMMY too from penang tonight..
But he much more elder than me..beside that will having a small tt with my members..
Charity events coming soon..anyone wanna to donate something?

Goin to hav a day events with my classmate soon..
Just waiting for my class rep to decide the things..
actually she decide everything for me haha...
I din do any decision last nite..but they keep saying " leong say ok de.."
Haha..nvm la..since she is a nice and gd class rep...
i shall say ok too..fast decide my class rep..
we shall follow ur step...