An apology to an unforgiven mistake..

What the hell am i doing?
How come it getting out of the way i wanted?
OMG!!!I spoilt everything..
too bad for this..

I'm really sorry for the things that i told u last night..
i not meant it really..
after i keep repeating to see your msg i found out something..
I now understand why u so disappointing and sad with the things i done..
I shouldn't have talk these nonsense which have affected you so much..

Indeed, I never meant to make u sad and disappoint..
all i wanted is to give you the best things..
I want all the best things to be with you..
As u say, I might not know what i wanted actually..
but I did..I really know what i want..
its just the timing..Its wasn't the time yet..

Anyway, I did make a big mistake..
I sincerely apologize for it..
It may be unforgiven..But please do live happily and work hard for the final..
May all the best things go to you..